i'm waiting for three things to reach me

reach me and teach me lessons i learned to love

i loved to lie down and lie to you

to lie about and around my mind behind my eyes

behind my eyes, i'm dying to hear you talk

hear you talk to the world and the moon

the moon i learned to pray to

pray to the love i once lived

lived in livid dreams born beautiful and lackluster

lacking lucidity

lucid is just a word

a word that means nothing

nothing that means anything

to me

i don't believe in words

i don't believe in love

i don't believe in dreams

i believe in me

the gods i built up

the deities to whom i pray

i believe in my mind

my mind alone