chewing on my neuroses

like level love and values of grafted skin

i'm listening to the abstract rhymes of my favorite

fuck up poison meet me and make me move

like the nothing i believed in

with carried torches and current cracked cliches

i am

i am safe to the town

to the world

where my will was waking

with wonderful lovely

and syllables saved up to serve the self satisfaction

i am making this mean

mean nothing to the walls that i contain

inside my head

feed the dead love

and love it like little whispers

walking in whirlwinds

i am part of your tornadoes and your tomatoes

and your gardens of sex and sweet teeth

feed the eyes with the uses of absorbtion

i am something

It's an incapability

inescapably i fall

like lovely pedals

to pastel eyes

caught up in the disguise

i can be your everything

but i cannot be your always

i can be your dreams

but never your realities

love me like quiet fury

and i will love like the sun

I want to eat you up

silence stubborn syllables

of furious incarnation

infatuation with the idea

that it was less then lovely

above me

i watch the skies turn in parallel circles

parabolic murder of my emotions

because my mind is made of apologies

tis futile

like buried answers held low

you will never know

the reality i shoved in between my ribs

i am a child of perdition

waiting with fading patience

for the repetition to sweep in

like waves of plagues

and i'm already eating the soul of these pages

wake up to melting lights

i'm dying to get inside of your cracked skull

where i lie down these weary eyes

that compromise all of your conviction

smile

so i can feel the fury

of imminent decomposability

i make my lists in whispers

dropping to shattered jungles

where my heart lies in bio-degradation

it's finalized evolution

towards this solution

towards this pollution

i will bask in a false sense of sovereignty