my head's spinning in technicolor fusion

moving in rapid motion

i feel like lightning without thunder

like wind without rain

i am growing out of the ground

like a vacuum pulling the earth in

i am nothing, but everything left behind

that drew itself out like love from dustless ash

my nostrils flare

eyes widen

enveloped by everything

i'm feeding off the light

your eyes are radiating in darkness

the cylinders of cigarettes and solar systems

the carving tools that dig into me

i'm watching you watch me

dissect me

learn me

love me

i'm watching the darkness fall around your shoulders

in the pale fall of the curtain

in the augmented swell of the sound

i'm watching my heart break and brace

rebuild and reverberate to a solidarity of truth

i love

furiously

and without compromise

inspired by drying screens

painting in obscenities and curse words

in need of an exorcism, i see you raise your hands

drop your eyes

beg for the cross again

signing away the boiling days

to raise mountains in heated ways

purple carved faces

i'm falling in love with these ideas

and falling backwards out of my head

Stary eyed heat rises

clouding layers of skies

i imagined these lies

so that i might be occupied

pulling bricks out of the clapboard

and rebuilding the wall

rebuild the wall

to watch it all come down

and up again and again

free form factuality

fuck my fractionality

my indifference and inexistence

i am the legend of persistence

i'm the common thief

and the calling card and the mask

the dying needle on the wax

take it past and back

who's the fool

while i'm droppin bombs on hatchmarked lands

it's the fool who rules

holding back pools of poetry

comin out your muther fuckin eyes

takin down the wall paper

and putting up sandpaper

turning this from room to sunlight

mark it up and take it down

break it down

bury it deep

underground

this lines

are

getting

shorter

but in the light of progression, your aggression is feeding something like lion nightmares

argumentative

and debatable

takin down this room

and i'm building more soon

but for now i'm ripping it down

and painting smiles on the summer sidewalk

waiting for the beauty to break out my chest

and love to kiss me softly in the summer air

i love these lights

licking the sky in furious inertia

logical progression of pressure on my skin

caress in the dark

i'm letting my walls fall apart

learning to love in hesitant swings

of a cracked and pressured pendulum

decadent looks from lusty eyes

my pace in strides

i'm rising higher in deeper struggles

fighting to touch clouds

fighting to mean more

fighting to fight to find blood on my knuckles

fuck it in the end i meant to raise the dead

i'm hearing these voices outside my head

i'm hearing your soul

and so far it's drowned out your voice

deep beneath seas of your love

i'm walking backward

talking in circles

waving in running dark