18:38Gabriel
hey
18:38Sarah
hi! whats up
18:39Gabriel
despite the stupid ass faces you're making, you all look really pretty in your profile pics
pic*
18:39Sarah
hahaha, thank you!
thats very sweet coming from you
since normally you and max just beat me to the ground
18:40Gabriel
aw you love me you know you do
18:41Sarah
maybe
how are you?
18:41Gabriel
i'm good
feeling weird
you?
18:42Sarah
why weird?
i'm alright
18:43Gabriel
why just alright?
18:43Sarah
i dont know.. i have just been thinking about things
18:43Gabriel
tlk to me babe
18:43Sarah
college and changes and growing up
and everything came so soon.. like everyone is leaving next year. and it's going to be difficult to adjust again, and even though it may be amazing i'm still going to miss high school i think
and seeing everyone
18:44Gabriel
mm
is it cuz 4th quarter just started?
18:45Sarah
no
i have been thinking this for a while now
i'm just sad that its all over
18:46Gabriel
nothing ever ends, love
18:46Sarah
explain
18:46Gabriel
i know that's not sound advice, but trust me when i tell you that this life you live, this life you love can never escape you so long as you never let go of its memory
and more importantly, if you never let go of how these memories make you feel
at the same time tho, the change is inevitable. it will come no matter what and there's nothing you can do to stop it.
18:47Sarah
but i dont want just memories.. i want to keep this
that's true
18:47Gabriel
what's the difference? your memories can be just as beautiful as the moments coming in real time
if anything
they can be even more beautiful
18:48Sarah
wow
that is so true
thank you
18:48Gabriel
as days go on and you hold onto the beautiful things that have happened, you can learn to appreciate them more, making them mean more to you
18:48Sarah
i guess i just see my future looming in the distance, because i can't control it, and i can't see it being better than anything is right now.. but that is just because i'm unsure of it
that is amazing advice.
but i need to look at it positively and let my life be lived
18:49Gabriel
exactly
don't worry about what will happen
worry about what is happening
love
what is happening
love it furiously and without hesitation or consequence
and learn
to love the memory
just as furiously as you love the moment
don't live in the past, and don't live in the future. neither will provide comfort
instead, live now with each passing pulse
cherish it
and take it with as you march forward to the horizon
I love this. You are so right about everything, you and Sarah both.
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