i love these lights

licking the sky in furious inertia

logical progression of pressure on my skin

caress in the dark

i'm letting my walls fall apart

learning to love in hesitant swings

of a cracked and pressured pendulum

decadent looks from lusty eyes

my pace in strides

i'm rising higher in deeper struggles

fighting to touch clouds

fighting to mean more

fighting to fight to find blood on my knuckles

fuck it in the end i meant to raise the dead

i'm hearing these voices outside my head

i'm hearing your soul

and so far it's drowned out your voice

deep beneath seas of your love

i'm walking backward

talking in circles

waving in running dark